While I walked through the woods to the camp, my heart beat was so fast and irregular like I had a heart palpitation. I was consumed with fear. I couldn't believe the place I tried escaping from was the same place I decided to go back into. At some point, I stopped on the road to reconsider my actions. Was I really going back there? Was I really sacrificing everything, my academics, my future, my life for a fifteen year old boy and a three year old girl? Was I destroying the future I had planned for myself with my own hands? Was I letting go of everything? These were the thoughts that clouded my head. I stood still on that spot weeping silently. I could see my life fade away in front of me. I didn't want to loose all of that. I wanted to get married, give birth to beautiful kids and be a perfect mother to them. How would everything fade in just minutes? I was so devastated that I fell on the floor weeping bitter...
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